I have been having extremely horrible pelvic pain and bad periods for a few months now and I have every option out there to try to make them better. I have seen multiple doctors to try to figure out what has been going on. Finally I went in for a ultra sound a few days ago and the results were not what we were hoping for. I was told I have a cyst on my left ovary the size of a large egg. He said it wasn't a simple cyst or a "chocolate" cyst like I have had in the past. He said it shouldn't be ignored and needed to be checked out by my doctor asap. I got a phone call yesterday to come as soon as I could so I went in today at two.. I was really just going in thinking they were going to tell me they found a medicine that would help with the pain. Instead I was told that there is a good chance my cyst is cancerous and needs to be taking out and sent to have a biopsy done on it make sure its benign. We are very hopeful and praying that everything will be okay. They told us we had two options we could go in for surgery or try birth control and hope that it shrinks it. My doctor told me to go home and discuss the options with my husband and get back to him with what we want to do. He said if it was his wife he would have her get it surgically removed asap. When I called Michael I apologized for ruining his birthday with my bad news and as soon as I told him what was going on he wants me to get the surgery done asap. Which I agree I don't want to risk it and I don't want to keep it in my body especially if it doesn't come back benign. Michael is trying to keep me positive but its just kinda scary to get that kind of news. Send prayers our way. I go in on the 19th for my pre op and hopefully all goes well! I will get a blessing when Michael gets home Im positive that will make me feel a lot better about whats going on.
Harper is getting a helmet we just have to find a doctors office that will accept our insurance. Its been a struggle but hopefully we find one soon. She is getting so big I want her to get her helmet on before she hits another growth spurt. Olivia is saying dada like crazy and rolling all over the house. Its so fun to be able to experience all of their milestones with them.Yes, Boston's mother is still up to her old antics and posting pictures of Michael and trying to make it seem like she is working on making things better. Clearly, that is far from the truth because nothing has gotten better. The situation is still hard for everyone and she just barley accused me of abusing Boston the last time we had her. Michael and I wish she would stop posting pictures and saying the things that she has been but unfortunately we do not see it happening anytime soon. We did go to court and get to see Boston a lot more. We are so happy to get to see her more and spend time getting to know her sisters. She has such a great time with us. All we cared about when going back to court was getting to spend more time with Boston and thats what we got. We hope things will over time get better but right now the situation is still just as bad as its always been. Sadly.
We will let everyone know what happens after my surgery. We have a good feeling everything will be okay. I am tired of getting cut open but If it keeps me healthy I will do it. I need to stay positive and relaxed until we know for sure what is going on. Michael will be home soon and Im so thankful he will not be traveling so far for work anymore. I need him home. I have been missing him to much lately and I am so glad the girls and will have him home every night. I miss him using me as a body pillow and kissing my forehead every morning. I miss running around the house teasing and playing with each other. I am so glad I don't have to miss him like this anymore!
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