Michael & Tonya Elgan: finally

I know I have said it a million times but I am so glad Michael will be home for good next week. We have been working towards getting home for a long time and Im beyond ecstatic that its finally happening. Since having the girls Michael has been a bit jealous of all the attention I give them. I mean its kinda cute that he get that way but I actually feel bad. Sometimes I get so wrapped up in the girls and their needs I forget about Michaels. Its something I am working on. I love that every time he comes home its like a honeymoon all over again. We get to know each other all over again and its so fun.

When I was married for the first time I thought I knew what love was. I thought I was mature enough to handle being married. I later found out how completely wrong I was. When I met Michael my life was not where I wanted it to be. I was unhappy and a mess. Michael was just as lost as I was. He was so unhappy and sad all the time when we met. The night after we met on Feb. 4th 2012 he would text me every morning without fail good morning. When I finally gave in a said yes to being in a relationship with him my life turned around for the better. I started to see how a relationship should be. How being in love should feel. I am so glad we found each other when we did. It was the perfect time for us.

When we got pregnant our life got even better. We became so much closer. When you have kids with someone you love that love turns into something so much more. I can explain it. But when I look at Michael with our girls It really kills me its a overwhelming feeling of love that consumes me. He's the perfect father to our girls and I am so glad that we are more in love today than we have ever been. Im sure I will fall even more in love with him tomorrow.