Next Step

It's not a secret to anyone that Michael and I are trying to have a little one. We lost our last baby in October of 2012. It was sad for both of us. Instead of letting it get is down we put a smile on our faces and continued to try. After almost a year with no luck I was told that taking my cysts out would possibly increase our chances. So after a few nights of talking it over we went ahead with the surgey. The next step after that if were was still not able to conceive I would get on fertility drugs. So that's the step we are on now. 

I have only been experiencing one side effect from Clomphene (Clomid) everyday would be migraines. I thought I had bad migraines before. But a migraine from Clomid is like a migraine on steroids. I have had to stay in the dark most of today. I walked out to check the mail and I thought my eyes and forghead were going to explode. I could barley walk around without getting dizzy and lightheaded.. If anyone has every taken Clomid before and had this issue and can help me out please help! 

 

They told us our chances of getting multiples could increase. I don't think twins would be bad. Then again I haven't raised any children so what do I know. I told Michael this and he just got  excited and said good then we can  have two on two family basketball games. Boys against girls of course. He also sad that if we have twins they are both going to love him more because he will be the fun parent and leave the discipline up to me (very sarcastic). 

I know it might not happen this cycle. It might still take months and we might have to take other options. But we still have hope. We still talk about baby names and how Boston is going to love having a baby brother or sister. Michael is my biggest supporter. Whenever I am sad or having a hard time dealing with this he always without fail makes me feel like everything is going to be just fine. I'm so glad I found someone like him. He's pretty great! 

My migraine has calmed down a lot since this afternoon now it's just a mild constant headache. Michael is on a plane right now heading to Cali for work. Hopefully I can go see him this weekend if not I'll see him in Utah  very soon next week :) I just can't stay away knowing he's only a 6 hour drive from home!! 

Anyways just wanted to update my friends and family on where we are right now! 

Old picture but I love it! 

Much love, Tonya