Update

So remember when I had nothing better to do with my days and blogged almost every day?? Yeah I can't believe it either. My life has completely done a 180! Which I am completely thankful for. I can't believe all the time I use to have just to myself and now I constantly being smiled at and loved on by my Husband and two beautiful little girls. But lets be honest my life is full of rainbows and sunshine. The girls for sure have their fair share of fits. I mean when they get mad they REALLY get mad, Pretty  positive they get that from me. Such sassy little balls of fire!

This week I tried to go shopping with a Friend... Lets just say everyone in the store re thought any idea they had of wanting babies! Harper screamed and screamed the entire time nothing I did made her happy so we rushed home as soon as we could. I vowed I would never leave the house again. Well the next day we were rested up so we decided to try it again... should have thought that through. Because Olivia decided to throw a HUGE fit. I mean HUGE. Screamed for a good 20 minutes for absolutely no reason till she finally cried herself to sleep. Sometimes they like to do this while we are driving so Of course I have pull over and try my best to calm them. well saturday I pulled over just outside of logan to try to calm Olivia and the sweetest guy pulled over to check on us. As soon as he did he could see the distress all three of us girls were in and even though I told him we were fine he parked in front of us and begged to let him help me calm the girls. Now lately I have been feeling like there aren't any genuine nice people in the world. I have been reading too many sad stories on Facebook lately. So I was so hesitant but if you have twins sometimes you have no choice but to put a little extra faith in people and accept some help now and then. We stood on the side of the road rocking little girls trying to give bottles and finally after about 15 minutes we were able to calm them and get them back in their seats. He gave me a huge hug and said " I can tell just by visiting you for these few minutes you are great mother. Those sweet babes are sure lucky to have you." As he drove away I could help but feel a little overwhelmed with emotions and had to have a good little cry for a minute. Sometimes I get stressed and feel like I have absolutely no Idea what I am doing. When random strangers say nice things like to me they really mean more to me than they know.

So even though we have some rough times they are always followed by some great times! I really can't express how thankful I am for the support of my family. Especially my in laws. They have helped me so much. My Mother in law has made me so many blankets I pick out anything I want no matter how difficult she always finds a way to make it for me! She made Boston's cute quilt for her bed recently! It turned out better than I could have asked for! Im positive Boston will love sleeping with it.   This Gold dot blanket is the one she made for Boston the girls love it, too!

Until next time.. Much love, Tonya.