On March 25th, 2014 I took a pregnancy test and found out I was going to be a mom once again! I was in such disbelief, I took three more just to make sure. I finally called Michael told him that we were going to be having a baby! He was so excited and couldn't wait to tell everyone! I called my friend and told her right away and then called my Doctor! They had me come in and take a blood test to check my levels. As time went on and my weekly visits to the doctor let me find out at just 5 weeks that we would be having twins! Michael kept saying we were going to have twins! Sure enough he was right. Like always. I was in shock for a couple days and it's still taking some time to set in!
I want people to know that for some couples getting pregnant is very difficult. I know first hand how hard it is on a relationship. Michael and I were fighting over almost every little thing just because of the underlining problems of not getting pregnant when we were ready. I can't counts the nights I cried to myself thinking it was never going to happen. I would get so mad at Michael if he had to work late or wasn't going to be home when I was ovulating. Even though he was doing the best he could, to me it was never good enough. I let the fears and worries of infertility take over my life. Im not going to say now that I am pregnant with two beautiful blessings that I would be able to go back and handle it differently. Thats just not me. Michael and I have been trying for what seemed such a long time. I am happy to say that the Fertility worked for us after only two cycles! I still remember like it was yesterday crying over that little blue plus sign! I called Michael and of course he cried, too. Sometimes thats the only reaction your body can produce when your that happy! I can honestly say that Michael and I haven't gotten in any fights like we use to and we are just truly happy! I am glad to have that fertility struggle behind me (at least we hope).
I am so excited for these little peanuts to get here! I just love them so much! Michael always kisses my belly in the morning! I love it! I can't wait to find out what we are having I already have the names picked out! I am already showing and I love it! I find myself waking up in the middle of the night with my hand on my lower bely just holding it. I just can't get enough of the little blessings growing inside of me! Its truly an amazing thing that my body can grow such miracles!
I have been extremely sick throwing up at least three-four times a day! Food is not appetizing to me at all! I have lost some weight and I have some minor complications with the placentas that put me at a high risk and could cause some issues during labor! Still I find all my symptoms calming because it reminds me each day that they are in my belly still growing! Some days are better than others with being sick but for the most part my days consist of force feeding and throwing up! Michael has been amazing! Doing whatever I need whenever I need it! I don't remember the last time I cooked him a good meal but I can promise you he gets off work, stops at the store and comes home and cooks me whatever he can come up with! He's a pretty great house wife! Sydney is going to be a life saver and come over and help me clean the house because the doctor has me on stick resting orders till my placentas full develop! I seriously have a wonderful support system!
It was hard to respond to everyone on Facebook and Instagram! Everyone was so kind and Michael and I just wanted to thank everyone for your kind words! we truly are so excited about these little babies to get here! Here are some pictures from the past 10 weeks that I have been dying to share with everyone!!
** This is what I sent to Whitney and Eva to let them know! haha.
** Announcement Pictures! She is going to be a great big sister!
** latest Ultra Sound
** first sign of my beautiful bump! The babies are sure growing fast!
I really cannot wait for them to get here and to find out what we are having so I can start on the nursery! I want everything to be perfect for them! Sorry for the super long post but I have had to keep quiet for so long which was extremely hard for me!! I have to catch everyone one up! I go to the doctor once a week and will start seeing my other High risk Doctor here soon as well! I will be watched closely to make sure everything goes as well as it can! Thank you again to everyones love and support!
Much love, Tonya (mommy)
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