Turning into a big baby

Okay, so I have a had a serious issue with crying. It hasn't been just this past couple months it's more like the past two years. I use to be known for never shedding a tear or emotion. That's just not the case anymore! Let me just give you a idea of how much I cry lately. 

I first started to notice it when I cried over a birthday present from Michael. He saw that I loved a certain outfit but knew we couldn't afford it with the wedding comming up. So he worked a couple

Side jobs and surprised me with it! It was such a schock to me that I started crying over it. I can't tell you how Many shows that aren't even emotional that now make me cry. I was watching a episode of Hoarders.. Yes, Hoarders and for some reason it made me cry. I don't know if it was because of how bad I felt for the person or what but I started tearing up. So, you can imagine what a actual tear jerker show would do to me!! I watched for the first time tonight A Little Bit of Heaven. I was a huge mess. I mean just completely overwhelmed with emotions. I cry each month when my period starts ( because I'm sad it did). I cry when I have to leave Michael for a period of time and I cry when I see him. I cry when I laugh. At this point I'm pretty sure I could cry on que. I cried when I heard the  Miley Cyrus song Adore You? Like really!  I cried at the grocery store because I missed the grocery stores I was use to and had memorized. My emotions need to straighten out because this is just getting nuts! 

I am not sure why I have become such a big baby these past few years. But for whatever the reason I have. Maybe it comes with age. But then again I'm only 22. So maybe it has come on because I have finally been in such a great spot in my life that I no longer feel the need to hold back what I feel. So I'm making up for lost time. I honestly don't have an answer for it.. 

 this is a completely random post but I just thought I should share the awesome new habbit I have picked up. I  now get overly excited when I pass a level of candy crush... Ohh what has my life come to! 

Trying to get use to my fair skin tone! The lady that does all of my skin care has officially scared the crap out of me about tanning! So this winter while the sun is in short supply I will be embracing the fair skin that god has given me! 

Much love, Tonya