The little things

Michael is gone and it makes me sad. I have a hard time falling asleep not having him laying on top of me cutting of my air supply.. Shocking right? It's really the little things we miss about each other. I miss his fake sarcastic high laugh he does when he is trying to be funny. I miss the way he eats everything. I miss the way he pushed his head on my cheek when we are laying in bed. I miss how he doesn't get mad when I want him to the impossible. I really miss how he holds my hand everywhere we go and feeling him squeeze it three time to let me know he loves me. I love how much he misses me. I completely bawled like a baby when I had to leave him at the airport. I couldn't hold it back. I just love him so much that knowing he was leaving me again and that I wouldn't get to wake up to him was To much to handle. I got plenty of sympathetic looks from the people observing our goodbye. It's the worst when you go to walk away and turn around one last time to see him watching me walk away and his hand in the air give me the I love you sign. I would give anything to have one more day! One more night with him. Only 6 weeks! I can do this! He sent me this picture this morning and said he missed me! When drives to work and every morning he sees my little toe print on the windshield and it makes him sad! I know other guys get irritated with how I sit in the front seat but Michael loves it and thinks it is cute and now misses it! 

  

My toe prints cover that one little area:) he doesn't wan to clean them off.. 

On the bright side I have braces now and they get to come off right before Michael comes home!! Lucky me! I'm just about to head to work so I better stop blogging!  Hope everyone has an awesome day!