Favorite Color

Michael and I spent the day at the beach and at the track with some really great people! I think Michael was pretty excited to ride again! He has been dying to for a long time now! I think he looks amazing in his moto outfit!

We have met some pretty great people out here as well! Amy who has been so nice and welcoming to me has now not only become my friend but my awesome trainer at the gym! I'm excited to have someone push me to work harder! Let me tell you she made me so sore I am just barley feeling better and I still feel like and 80 year old when I try to get up out of a chair... But she says its a good thing because that means Im pushing myself! We have also gotten to know Julius and his wife! They are way nice! 

Blake is Michaels boss he is the one you can mainly see in the picture! He is such a great person and has done more for us than we could ever do to repay him! And girls he is single! :)

I spent my day reading the book The Best of Me, and watching the boys play! Honestly was amazing! 

Not very many people notice but sometimes I get left comments that are hurtful to me and yesterday I posted about Michael and I being Newlyweds and to me we still are. We are a pretty strange couple and defiantly go by the books about how a new married couple should be. We test each other every day. We have more struggles than most when they are first married but its nothing Michael and I can't handle. We are stronger together than we are apart. This little bump in our road will soon be over and we will be stronger when it is. I had no idea someone posted something rude on my blog last night but it doesn't surprise me. Julius told me that the comments on my blog were pretty rude. I thought he was talking about my old one so I said yes they are but I can handle it. He said someone was sticking up for me and it was nice. Someone named Molly Brown? I don't know if that is your real name or who you are but thank you. You were really nice to stick up for me and It made my night. 

I have a  Ipod that I have had for a while now that has music that I listened to back in High School & growing up. I haven't added new music to it. I feel weird about it. See I can listen to the few songs on there over and over again and they never get old to me like the newer songs do. I was unwinding from our day tonight and a song came on called Favorite Color by One Less Reason. It made me think of MIchael and I. Which led me to thinking how lucky I am to have him in my life. He is honestly the only thing that saves me from myself. He is my rock. And without him I would be lost. Michael understands me more than anyone and still loves me at my worst. He loves my bad habits and weird moods. He still loves me when I am rude in public about my food even when I don't know I am. He has helped me so much with having a 'filter'. I use to say whatever I wanted when I wanted and didn't care how it came across. He has really calmed that down a lot. Usually its a little tap under the table with his foot or a conversation later that night about why you don't say things like that or how I could have said that in a better way. "Or maybe don't make that face when you see food you don't like". He really is nice about helping with those things. He is always pushing me to be a better person. If anyones hears me say ' I'm allergic' when a food gets offered to me that I don't like.. Its a huge a lie.. I am not allergic to anything. It was Michael's Idea so I wouldn't make people feel bad about how picky I am about food.  When I tried that out on his Grandpa about Mayo he believed me till Michael and his family blew my cover by laughing and I had to tell him. He just smiled and gave me a hug! His grandpa Elgan is so cute! I have always been told I need to work on what I say to people and how to act about things. I honestly never cared till I met Michael. For some reason he has been the only one to change my ways. My family has seen such a huge change in me and witnessed a whole new person because of Michael. I am better with him. Even though I still have a long way to go everyday I get better because of him.

Anyways I will stop before this post turns into a novel. I hope you guys had an amazing sunday! And just remember that If you are being bullied or constantly put down it gets better I promise.

 I found this quote that helped me out! 

“When people hurt you over and over, think of them like sand paper. They may scratch and hurt you a bit, but in the end, you end up polished and they end up useless.”

 I only need to make Michael happy. 

Love don’t run, love don’t hide
It won't turn away or back down from a fight
Baby I’m right here and I ain't going anywhere
Love’s too tough it wont give up no not on us
Baby Love don’t run

I love his arms!!.. 

Much love, Tonya