Time changes everything

 We get to see boston in just a few short weeks and I am more than excited!! I have spoiled her buying her cute clothes every where I go.. Nordstroms has a huge baby section.. I found the cutest clothes for her! And some for my future babies! 

You know the saying time heals everything? Well I have to agree. I honestly think it does. Everything takes time to run its course. While time is healing its also changing everything! 

**You know your first heart break? The young love one where you date in high school and everyone thinks your made for each other. Then he leaves you to go off to collage and you feel like your whole world is coming to an end.  It takes time to meet someone new to accept the heart ache and learn to live without them.

** I think heart ache is the one thing that time can only change. Whether its loosing your first child and you don't have the answers as to why? You left with questions that no one can answer. Why? How? What did I do? Sometimes your left to go through something like that alone. Then when you loose your second child and you have to ask yourself those same questions. Honestly the only thing that has helped with that pain was time. After a while it stops hurting, and you stop blaming your self. You start to have hope again. Time moves you forward no matter how bad the heart ache is. 

**Time has changed my out look on life. Time has given me a second chance at love. Well maybe a first chance because I have never felt the way I feel for Michael for anyone. I am truly blessed to have found him! 

 **With passing time my taste has changed a lot! Especially my taste make up!  I use to wear a lot of make up and tanned 24\7. Now I am worried about wrinkles and clogging my pores... So I lay out once in a while and always wear sunscreen on my face... Although it didn't help the other day at the beach when I got fried! Pealed for the first time too!  

** My taste in clothing has changed a lot! I think it just changes with whatever is "IN" I guess. I love anything from J. Crew and Top Shop. I love skinny jeans, patterns and floral! I love baggy shirts. I really love smaller sized purses now too! My dear sweet friend Audrey gave me these jeans and I love love them! 

** My hair has come a long way too! It has taken 3 years to get it to the length is it now! Most people don't know but I had extensions  for a long time because I was too impatient to wait for it to grow! Now I never wear them! I love it! It went from really short blonde to long and dark just the way Michael and I  love it! 

**** I could go on for hours of all the things that have changed about me but Ill just let you keep reading my blog to find out! Have an amazing night,  LOVE  TONYA :)